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Audio Log I
00:45
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I have arrived at the D.I.E. to further direct the shutdown. Everything is going well except that it seems one of the patients has gone missing. Our new objective is to locate Patient Zero.
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Patient Zero
04:14
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Thrown to the wolves like they wanted you dead
Lost and afraid like you fell from the sky
Don’t let these voices slip into your head
Halfway through nightfall and drained of your light
Panicked you search for the high ground
Unknowingly stirring the creatures therein
Which voice will speak? Clearing his throat
Screaming inside but outside in silent
Where am I?
“Don’t let me down, you’re in control
Bring us to safety or die in this hole”
And the blackouts grow stronger
As I grasp for my focus
But I’m losing my grip
I try to force myself to wake
And I can tell by the shadows
That what comes now may haunt me
And I can feel its energy holding me back
I refuse to take the passenger seat
Of my own fucking body
I will not accept defeat
I’d like to see it stop me
I feel it creeping closer, reaching behind my eyes
But now I see the figure; it’s part of my own mind
Burn these trees, let smoke unleash
Signal help but not for me
Burn these trees, let smoke be seen
Signal help but not for me
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3. |
Dissociation
01:19
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4. |
3XFP
05:14
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Useless, hopeless, failed experiment
Slipping back from a paralyzed state
I am afraid of what I’ve done
No control over rage
The anger consumes me
Forced to watch a voyeur view of hatred
I am miniscule
I am scaled down to nothing
So I run from myself
And I keep running until my legs turn to stone
I feel the tension in the air
It’s creeping steadily towards me
This overwhelming strength reaches out
Splitting me in two, in two
Feeling faint, I lose my balance
The ringing masked the silence
I push past the shadows in my eyes to no avail
Wishing to redirect my life, this force persists
Feel this pressure building inside of me
Taking every last of my energy
The serum burns, “We Are Failure”
Darkness embracing me
Watching my life destroyed
Dissected at the seams
Forever I’ll fight, forever I’ll dream
I am one, I am her
But who am I?
Lost identity, trapped inside myself
Who is he? Is that me?
Watch as/I destroy/That’s not me
Hold on/To the hope/I’ll be free
Tied down/To the ground/Try to stop
Reaching/Out for help/I cannot
I’m trapped in myself
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5. |
Audio Log II
01:03
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It seems that Doctor James Butcher, the head doctor on the D.I.E. has overdosed Patient Zero with the serum, and is the reason for his escape. We need to retrieve Patient Zero at any cost. He must not escape.
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6. |
Circus on a Cloud
10:11
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“Welcome to the world’s largest one man circus”
The largest one man circus now awaits
The truth beyond this curtain seals your fate
“Just sit back and relax, cheer and enjoy the show
Let us do all the work, let our presence be known”
Why’s the man in the hat so familiar?
Why are all of these faces my own?
I feel like I am chained to a pillar
Knife to my throat and shut lips sewn
I can’t breathe
Let me go, I can’t breathe
I think I need to leave
Fall flat on my back, I’m floating in the sky
A beam of sunshine peaks and brushes my eye
I am blind, I am fine
Stop!
“Death follows your footsteps”
Why?
“Blood”
Mine?
“Flowing”
When?
“Now”
What?
“Feeding”
Who?
“The Butcher’s life”
Can’t escape from this
I am sinking deeper in
No reason to try
“No false prophecies
All that I show you is true
I am everything”
“Focus on my voice
This is the sound of your own
Follow it, trust me”
I stand to see millions of me standing
Staring at me and waiting to die
“The Butcher is coming for you
The Butcher is changing to you”
Out of the crowd, the Butcher grabs my throat
I struggle to save myself
A Stranger breaks the chaos and saves me
From the crown of death encasing
We run to safety shrouded in mist
When safe the Stranger tells me this,
“We are failure, save yourself!
The Butcher’s blade will bring you hell!”
As I leave the Butcher grabs me
And tosses me to the seam
Now I fall for eternity
An endless falling dream
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7. |
Intent
04:37
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Wake up to my own death
“Listen to me, I can save you
Do not give in, salvation exists”
Will you be there to save me from hell?
Or will you bring your hell to me?
Will you save my life or leave me to die?
Is your salvation just a lie?
Are you the killer in my mind?
It’s like I’m sinking deeper
Inside the shell of myself
Emptiness consuming everything
All hope feels lost
I feel my energy leave me
I feel my life start to fade
“This is what you need to do”
Do I feed into this madness or fade away?
“Listen to my voice”
I can’t believe the things you say
“Believe what I say”
I’m gonna die here anyway
“Do not give in now”
I’d rather die than fight through this
“It’s not over yet”
I’m sick of trying
I’ll drive a stake right through my heart
To make sure none of you can live
My whole world has fallen apart
So all our lives will end with this
“Don’t you even think about killing us all now”
Side to side, swinging
Beating down a sea of people
A million faces, and all of them mine
If I kill you, I kill myself
“This ends now”
I fade away from this place in order to live
Cold settles in, shadows grow
I dissolve into nothing
I fade away
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8. |
Audio Log III
00:41
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We’ve burned the forest to smoke out Patient Zero. If he’s still on the facility’s land, he will be dead or retrieved by nightfall.
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9. |
Creation: A
08:46
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“Can’t you see, this reality
Is a dream made to seal the seam?
Block the pain, be alive again
See the truth waiting here for you
You’re a host for a million souls
Brought to life by the serum’s light
Come with me and you’ll finally see
We’re alive and we need to die”
I see the future looking bleaker by the second
Inside this hollow shell of confusion and despair
I am afraid to lose myself
This world was built of fear,
Hate, pain, emptiness, stress, and suffering
“There is a falsehood in your confrontation
Death is not the end result
You will lend your body to my apparition
And bring the Butcher to a halt”
My skin is crawling
I feel the forces pulling us together
I am disintegrating
I am melding, we are one, and I am all
Inside my mind I feel the culmination
Two sources molding into one whole being that
Will survive this endeavor and breed new life
Has this been my destiny?
Save the world from agony?
Is this what I need to do?
These forces pull me apart
I feel my consciousness tearing
Assimilating into this new life
I am now a forgotten soul
“You will never be forgotten
Just placed in purgatory to wait for your new life
A life without pain, a life alone with your sanity
Without us you can thrive
Live a life worth living
But if the Butcher lives, we all die
And the world will suffer”
A fight to the death with one contender
A fine line between friend or foe
The Doctor promised me I’d get better
The serum freezes me like snow
Now I become an army of tortured souls
“We are failure”
“The time has come to save the world from the Butcher
Death to his soul
We are the bastard creations of a madman
From failure we born”
“Ringleaders change and masters lose reign
Of the animals they enslave
The Butcher must die so the world can survive
And our host can live his life”
“We are failure”
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